TJ - Story 009

I am so embarrassed to confess,
I too have been a scam mail victim
for the last few years.

Last year I became very ill and was unable to keep up with answering to such big amounts of mail my postman delivered every day. I thought I was going crazy, I was too weak to even rise from the chair and the mail was arriving by the sack full. I was storing it in carrier bags and my living room and divan bed were overflowing, with unopened mail.

After struggling to reach my doctors surgery, thinking I was having a heart attack, I have never felt so ill in my entire life, I thought I was dying. Thankfully I was taken into hospital and provided with separation I needed from the mail. I think if I had stayed any longer in the house under that amount of pressure from the letters and clairvoyants, I would not be here today. It was like running on a treadmill 24 hours a day.

When I was taken home after about 2 weeks, the ambulance driver couldn't open my door the letters had piled so high. He had to get someone to break in and together they moved the letters away from the door.

I was so upset because I knew the letters were causing the immense anxiety I had felt before my stay in hospital.

Kindly this man provided me with the telephone number of trading standards. I am not on the phone. Because I get nuisance calls. So I walked to the telephone box, but I was still really weak and it took a lot of effort to make it that far. I told the man at trading standards about all the letters I was getting and that they had made me terribly ill. He told me to go home and make myself a cup of tea.

He said he could not remove them for me. I thought that's what they would do as I only have one bin and people can see what you try to recycle.

I can't reply to them anymore, I am frightened of what they will do to my health. But no doubt they will come until I meet the lord. I WILL RESIST TEMPTATION IN HIS NAME.

Reading about Jessica has made me realise that I have wasted many thousands of pounds and that makes me very depressed. I have no friends in this neighbourhood and I don't want them to know my business. I prefer to keep my self to my self, but I was happier where I lived prior to this address.

I am over 80 but don't think age has much to do with all this, but maybe because I live alone, I have no one to guide me. I have lived a long and hard life please god let me find peace.

If I have sinned I do not know when or how.

Please forgive me.